I spent all of Christmas Eve fake angry at you for Who knows what now or then and you spoke so fast I just sat back relaxed and took you all in I spent all of Christmas Eve trying to get warmer After standing outside for hours knowing at this point Id be lucky to get any sleep And Ill toss and turn until the early morning Happily ignoring that my blue jeans Didnt do a f**ing thing for me Against this cold Sober or not, I locked everything you sent me Cause whats better than seeing What Im missing daily I guess what Im trying to say is that You might run, oh but I wont hide Shed an ounce of light On my half-hopeless life Dont let me go back And though Id like to say more I guess, Ill just duck and cover Almost praying that you trip over The cluster of words I laid out before having to leave But since youve taken the time to read so carefully Everything Ive ever sent I guess Ill spend the next few lines Hoping and wishing Yet thanking appropriately You might run, oh but I wont hide Shed an ounce of light On my half-hopeless life Dont let me go back To Erin: Please read later Cause I dont think I have the heart To let you read this now But if I had the heart You know that I know better This isnt how you say aloud Dont let me go back