Moby - In a State/God Moving Over the Face of the Waters lyrics

[Part 1: John Malkovich] After 20 years you an*lyze a lot, You remember people, heroism Many people come up to me and say that, Had they been there they surely would have died But it makes no sense, Because until you're in a situation like that... You have no idea, How you'll behave Fronted by solitude without decadence, Or a single material thing to prostitute, It elevates you to a spiritual plane, Where I felt the presence of god... Now there's the god they taught me about at school... And there is the god that's hidden, By what surrounds us in this civilization... That's the god I met. [Part 2: Richard File] My mind is in a state 'Cuz all I seem to do is tempt my fate Well, I try a real space But all the while, I'm crashin' at the gate This time, this time My mind is in a state 'Cuz everything I'm missing comes too late So I try and disappear But there is only one way out of here This time, this time My mind is in a state But all I need to do is change my pace And I know there's fear to face But happiness is found in its embrace This time, this time This time, this time This time, this time