Mobb Deep - Low lyrics

Secret love, that's what this is I gotta go, the wife and kids Don't want to leave it, you already know We so in love but what can we do My wife is your best friend How the f** did we let this Thing get so far gone there's no way we could fix it Baby boy on the way, if she only knew that's mines sh** is like a daytime soap or movie on Lifetime But nah n***a this real life and it hurts Missing you or lying to her I don't know what make it feel worse And me putting her first makes me feel like sh** I hate seeing you cry, wipe away your tears f** it I'm a just leave her but what about our kids Don't want to break their hearts let's wait a few more years Oh god I swear to god I wish that we could just bounce Don't even pack no bag just break the f** out How can we love when we love If this love is never supposed to be Living lies that the truth could see So now tell me love, can we love If we know this love can't be this way Let's keep this love low My feelings for you got me feeling foul How we even get here Feeling funny being in here, my homey used to live here When he died a part of me died Seeing you have to suffer Just wanted to comfort not turn into lovers That shoulder you could lean on, I know sh** got you stressin' The kids asking for daddy, they keep asking the question Came around to check up on ya'll, I know my homey do the same Guilt like a motherf**er, how we get into this thing That love sh** is real, is all that wrong People looking at us like we crazy Now we spend nights on the phone all night long Got so much in common this sh** is crazy It's more than just physical 'cause mentally you stimulate me And if I ain't up on it baby you just educate me And vice-versa, that's what we both in search of Want to love and get it, somebody that we could nurture Is it wrong?