Mizar - Among These Memories lyrics

Among memories Forced by an insane mind Swimming the river I go up the stream The current leads me To the past that I don't want to live again I don't want to live again Water icy like hate And warm like the pa**ion Feeling I lived Sharp pain and blood Flows out the pain of consciousness Of unconfessed secrets Unconfessed secrets A spring afternoon You weren't here, mother You rock me and lull to save Save my from nightmares Save my from nightmare I remember it was a spring day And where were you, father? You hold me strong my face On your big breast You swore you protect your darling A warm day pa**ed And you have disappired My frends holding thigth Around the fire our Fearful hearts opened I'm forgotten as The end comes near I'm forgotten by everybody like crummy staff My lost heart Suffocates tears In the stream Then I return Shiver for cold And finnaly now I know That I'm still alive And I still alive But I still alive