mind.in.a.box - Sun and Storm lyrics

So I'm still plodding on, On a path I cannot see. So I left it all behind, For a future where I'm free. All my dreams had turned to dust, And my lust for life declined. All my hopes had gone away, Just a trace left in my mind. For my will stopped to resist, I let it take me away. For my whole world fell apart, What is left I cannot say. And everything I was has turned to pain, And everyone I knew thinks I'm to blame. And everything I was has turned to pain, And everyone I knew thinks I'm to blame. And everywhere I go I feel the same, And everytime I try I try in vain. You had come to fill the void, But you always were forlorn. You had come into my life, And you brought both sun and storm. I could never break its force, And then I was left to mourn. I never knew what went wrong, But you were both sun and storm. When you came I did not fear, But the shadow took your side. When you fell I had to stay, But I think I've also died. And everywhere I go I feel the same, And everytime I try I try in vain. And everything I was has turned to pain, And everyone I knew thinks I'm to blame. And everywhere I go I feel the same, And everytime I try I try in vain.