Milford - Lying lyrics

[Hook: Milford] I'd be lying if I said that I didn't miss you I'd be lying if I said I'm better off I'd be lying if I said I didn't want to hate you I'd be lying if I said I ever could [Verse 1: Kid Seuss] Lying when he said he never wished he hated you Lying when he said that he was doing fine The truth is that he would rather lie than face the truth When storms reign king over his eyes Heart locked, threw away the key 'Cause he didn't want to see All the pain, not ashamed, just afraid what the fate Of his darker side would be Eyes close in a silent plea "Dear God, let this be a dream" He just can't understand how this fits in the plan Thought the best things in life were free But now he's paying dearly for it Pills as depression closes in Grabs the bottle and he pours it His mind's made up and he's trying again [Hook: Milford] I'd be lying if I said that I didn't miss you I'd be lying if I said I'm better off I'd be lying if I said I didn't want to hate you I'd be lying if I said I ever could [Verse 2: Kid Seuss] Lying when she said that everything was alright Lying when she said that she was moving on The truth is she can't ever even sleep at night The dark is full of terror now that he is gone If you see her in the light She'll pretend that things are fine There she goes, fancy clothes, but they can't fight the cold As it grasps her from inside Even though she smiles so bright There's a battle in her mind Cocaine, eighth a day, but it can't numb the pain That consumes her broken life Before long she loses all control Now all she wants is more Hit after hit she lets go Until she's face down on the floor [Hook: Milford] I'd be lying if I said that I didn't miss you I'd be lying if I said I'm better off I'd be lying if I said I didn't want to hate you I'd be lying if I said I ever could [Verse 3: Kid Seuss] Lying when he said she wasn't all he thought about Lying when he said no fire burned within The truth is he can't live without her now So he made up his mind and he's trying again As he dons his suit and tie Steps into the summer night He is scared, unprepared for this chance to declare That he wants her in his life Heart stops soon as he arrives 'Cause she's lying on the drive Called for help, then he knelt, whispered soft how he felt How she's perfect in his eyes No idea if she could even hear Held her tight 'til the lights were in sight Eyes are swollen from the tears And there's ice in his veins through the heat of July [Hook: Milford] I'd be lying if I said that I didn't miss you I'd be lying if I said I'm better off I'd be lying if I said I didn't want to hate you I'd be lying if I said I ever could [Verse 4: Kid Seuss] Lying if I said there's no more to the story Lying if I said that this tale isn't true The truth is ever verse was written about me 'Cause I was Zac before I dreamed of being Seuss Though I never let it show Bottled pain up let it grow 'Til the night when I tried to destroy my own life 'Cause I felt I was alone Each breath that I took felt slow How you knew, I'll never know By my side you just cried, 'til I opened my eyes To your face pale, white as snow That's a night that I will never forget A night I will forever regret 'Cause telling yourself that you are better off dead Is the single biggest lie that you can place in your head Don't make the same mistakes as me Open your eyes, go chase your dreams Now is the time to make them see We're proud to be the Black Sheep