Mike Zombie - Rebel Without A Cause lyrics

[Intro] My life is coming together and is falling apart Rebelling got it's negatives too so i'm like where do i start? (I'm like where do I start?) [Verse 1] My last two years won't even fit into this album or song Imma try and give you a gist of the sh** that i'm on Or the sh** that i'm going through on top of sh** that I saw This the sh** that I save for last the people doing me wrong Been giving my all, all on top of giving my all Only thing I want in return is a genuine call A thank you, some understanding or a genuine call But everybody ain't like me, or that's my feeling involved? Man welcome to closure, look at my face you won't notice That my momma's palace was about to go under foreclosure Imma fix it, i'm pose to, back to the wall like a poster b**h im going crazy if they asking me "How is it going?" More money more problems was sounding so crazy at first, and then I f**ed up an got it now i'm just starting to notice Money depleting due to the hundreds and thousands i'm loaning What if i said f** it, just got it, decided to blow it I'm loosing focus My mamas heated she ain't come to the Grammys She don't understand its n***as out there trying to jam me We got to arguing, you know pointing her fingers.. she understood Next time mama, I promise to bring you I went from lifeguard, to giving life in my bars I went from dropping out to dropping off cash for the car I went from, cla** clown to first cla** in the stars I went from no hoes in college to a ho collage And that's a whole difference from back then and to now How the f** was y'all even tripping cause im never around? No apologies cause you probably benefiting somehow Think about it next time before you get to b**hing For now? Listen up Look at me on TV with my n***as I said look at me on TV with my n***as Nobodys done it better or painted a better picture I displayed the beginning of me and all my n***as man I said look at me on TV with my n***as I said look at me on TV with my n***as Nobodys done it bigger or painted a better picture I displayed the beginning of me and all my n***as man [Verse 2] ,you hear? Well hear some bullsh** How I got a daughter, no son but a n***a still got two kids n***a You know what the f** i'm talking about? First I said f** it, but f** it now i'm just letting it out You love when negative energy is spreading around I f**ed up getting you pregnant and I regret it right now, regret you You're not my daughter and I am not your farther but i'm the closest thing you ever see you could call it Took a Miami trip, had to meet you on the strip just so I can give you money for my daughter, f** is this? Oh thats a trip Now she be trippin. Tell me how you trippin While you at it tell them who copped you the last whip you was whippin' And I'll ask you if your sure? And how we here in court And make sure you tell your honor how the f** you got the car Oh you don't got that sh** no more? sh** got towed, Oh you went short? Oh that happened after court, God still don't like ugly i'm sure I do it all you still want more You bitter and you scorned Keep it G and ask yourself who the f** you did it for, on the set But let me get off that My main focus is getting chips off rap, and getting my life in order Two girls last year had my abortions and i call my self testing the waters When you rebelling I swear ain't nothing you can tell them Ain't no reason i'm just young and addicted to acting restless I probably won't learn my lesson but f** it i'm living better And n***as is pulling guns on me because them n***as is jealous I'm a rebel with no cause f** is up? f** is up? And i'm a rebel without a cause f** is up? Thats why I do what I want, You only live life once man