Mike Posner - Going Through Hell lyrics

[Hook: Mike Posner] Driving Cadillacs through the ATL Trying to make it to Heaven So I'm going through Hell Nobody knows my pain So my cup is full I'm trying to make it to Heaven So I'm going through Hell [Verse 1] f**ed up as a kid, never finished school Dad was never home, Mom was miserable They just got divorced, all I got's my boys All of us on d**, burning packs of ports Life done ran its course, years went flying by Homie's back in jail, I am not surprised They gave him a second chance, caught his final strike He probably gon' die inside, they just gave him life When life's unstable I, try to pray but my Prayers ain't gettin' heard, at night I keep begging to God To show me a way my boss just fired me from my job Afraid I'll lose my ride, my payments are way behind I'm back to selling pills, scared of going to jail Fighting with my girl, things are looking bad I'm thinking she's f**ing her ex and I just whooped his a** My knuckles are bleeding all over the dash in my Cadillac [Hook] [Verse 2] Hoping the weed gives me relief Try to envision the future but how can I possibly succeed My dreams are bleak, I need to go to church Hate when people preach, faithfully believe in Jesus Recently The Devil won't leave me be My lady just told me she pregnant and begging that we can keep The baby that she conceived I wouldn't consider it, told her we got to get rid of it Why are you tripping and acting like you don't remember what we agreed Was thinking about myself, selfish and overwhelmed I just paid to k** my unborn child The guilt was setting in, I felt like filth There's people picketing outside this building Saying I'm going to Hell But I was just a child, cloudy memory Some mistakes you make in life are meant to be But sh** will come to pa**, sippin' bumping Kast Reminiscing 'bout the past in my Cadillac [Hook]