Mike D - JUST AINT THE SAME lyrics

Smoking cigarettes just ain't the same Gettin my dick licked just ain't the same Laughin til I feel like dyin just ain't the same My thoughts when I wake up just ain't the same Call me Drake b**h nothin is the same Lookin at sh** you left behind last time just ain't the same Watchin anime on Netflix just ain't the same sh**, even when I get high just ain't the same Listenin to music I used to love just ain't the same Wait, just call me Jake b**h this ain't the same Darkness is where my heart resides Only thing I see in the mirror is what I dispise Look into the bloodshot eyes of this guy as he cries You watched to see the true side of me arise This ain't about the thug times or cookin pies This sh** about sadness,darkness,heartlessness,selfishness Loneliness, wish a n***a would parishness This that dark sh**, deep sh**, sadboys sh** Emo kid f**in cuttin himself sh** Ill never see my bliss Hold my breathe in bed hopin my soul will cease to exist Got a freaky b**h trying to ride my dick Like look b**h call R.Kelly I ain't trying to drink your piss All Im trying to drink is my feelings away Can't stop thinking of the day it all gave way There was no time to stay Everything went so fast so I ran away Soul so dark when I die I won't decay See theres only so many times a heart can break Before its destroyed and you can't take Back what you did, what you said, your words are fake Day dreamin, reminiscen something I can't shake Away is where I wanna run when I see you Youre so beautiful, perfect makes me wanna puke If you haven't noticed by now I miss you Truth is though, ain't ever gonna be us as two They say plenty of fish in the sea, guess youre one of the few But Ill never meet another one of you Thats what I hate the most Could search 40 years coast to coast None could outmatch the one I loved the most You could of been the b**h in my kitchen making me toast Such high hopes for such a young love When it came down to it push really did come to shove To me in my mind I point to me to blame I bring sh** on myself especially shame Lowest of lowest of lows is what I claim Every time I look in the mirror it just ain't the same