Mickey Montz - Misunderstood (Ode to Introductions) lyrics

[Verse 1: Dorian] I got a secret I've been hiding It's deeply engrained I've been living a double life Causing the ones I love The most pain I've ignored it for too long Yo, these feelings won't die Forced and act like all the rest to not deal with what's inside In church said it is not right How can I act this way Society doesn't want to accept us Said we should just stay in our place Putting ideas in kid's heads With our rage and public displays Reckless disregard for the law Forcing all these things to change My friends they talk behind my back And they won't treat me the same My family avoids talking about me to others Just to save face I didn't choose this sh**, this sh**, this sh**, this sh** it chose me Cause I had the courage to go after what it is I truly believe Disregard all the detractors and saints who say they words ain't mean That they just trying to help Me not live my life in this stealth Release my soul from it's cell Keep me from going to hell Forcing me to turn to this coke This henny These mademoiselles When I just want to try to make people the best version of themselves Be an example of who you are Is who you was meant to be No reason to be ashamed cause what you see on TV Or what's accepted in these streets Or what I put in my sheets I be watching the men Listening to them talk all day Women try to seep in But I don't want to hear what they got to say Judgmental creatures of habit Who done fell into the trap Got ya attention I ain't gay I'm just going after rap n***a [Hook] You ever been misunderstood You ever been misunderstood Show these n***as what's good Fina show these n***as what's good [Verse 2] And then when I spit That super dope sh** These n***as won't admit That I'm sick with the wit Cause it don't make sense Cause it ain't no grit Or a super bad b**h Showing off her tits So they quick to quit Cause they not equipped To acquit they mind Of negative emit Cause Sheep just wanna be controlled Booze, money, weed and hoes Ya'll know how the story goes They third eye blind So the window's closed Soul, so, so What the f** you mean Duck shut the f** up You a part of the machine Think you above everybody Cause ya chains not gaudy And you don't go to parties Coming off real snobby But you damn near haughty Let a b**h get naughty Bet you take her to the potty Let her swallow yo body Cause we all got vices n***a Some is Heidi Fleisses n***a I'm a say it thrices n***a Cause I'm the f**in nicest Jigga Hell naw It's way too soon Don't count your chickens before you out your cocoon Yo shooting harpoons At that dude You f**in buffoons That line's a lampoon Ya'll see the sh** I be talking about Believing every word out of a n***a's mouth When you rap with a concept Say the sh** is whack Cause it hit over ya head and you ain't going to catch So I'm just going sit And a zip my lips Not waste my quips For I muthaf**in flip f**in lose my grip You b**h a** b**h Cause that's the only sh** You going to hear from this script cause [Outro] You ever been misunderstood You ever been misunderstood Show these n***as what's good Fina show these n***as what's good You ever been misunderstood I know I been misunderstood Naptown what's good Fina show these n***as what's good b**h