Michael Uzowuru - White Walls lyrics

[Hook] I'm sitting in a room Made up of white walls, hate in my eyeballs and I just sit envisioning my doom And I wish it wasn't true I can feel it comin' soon and I don't know what to do No pain when the night calls, no changing the light bulb When I'm sitting in this room I can feel the sky fallin' Guess I'll wait and watch the white walls spin [Verse] And I ain't talkin' 'bout tires, b**h Ain't no extinguishin' it when the infinite fires lit Some people strive to quit, but you can always hear it if you're quiet listen I been slippin' for a long time, I'm gettin' tired of it It's violence behind my eyelids, a weary soul Tendencies of a k**er and the k**er is serial Here we go, it's the downward spiral, leave me alone I been screamin' out for help but y'all don't really hear me though My fear is only to God, forgive me, I'm lost I mean this sh** feels like I'm visitin' the Wizard of Oz Full of tricks and mirages, I wish to strip the facade 'Cause my happiness is fake as the tits on Nicki Minaj Hold up, you hear that? I'm losin' my soul, but they don't really wanna hear that I'm losin' control and as I listen to a beer crack My spirit arose, but any minute the sh** it'll be diminished That was dope but it still really isn't enough Got the Patron, now I'm feelin' like a million bucks But really I'm stuck, the feelin' is too ill to give up Without it my heads pounding, Daz Dillinger and Kurupt Refillin' my cup, I'm ready to dance with the devil The sh**'s inevitable, if there's gas hit the pedal With both hands on the dash if crash then I get what I asked for, I hit the gla**, smash and I bet I'll Never hit the ground, before I do, I open my eyes I'm in a room with white walls, but it's no big surprise My coping device has got me feelin' close to demise I'm constantly haunted by pics of coffins with roses inside Several years of it now These aren't just lyrics, think I'm seriously delirious, pal But you don't wanna hear about the sh** that appears in my crown So I just hide behind the tears of a clown [Hook] I'm sitting in a room Made up of white walls, hate in my eyeballs and I just sit envisioning my doom And I wish it wasn't true I can feel it comin' soon and I don't know what to do No pain when the night calls, no changing the light bulb When I'm sitting in this room I can feel the sky fallin' Guess I'll wait and watch the white walls spin