Michael Guy Bowman - I'm Letting Go lyrics

All alone amongst the crowd a voice is in my head "Is there something I'm supposed to do?" Everybody laughing at the jokes I've never read Am I still a member of the crew? Tuning to the rhythm of the music in the air Sounding out the words inside my mind The decoration fails to make me even care What was I supposed to find? I'm letting go Of the chances I had but was always gonna blow I'm letting go Of the beautiful people who never said hello I'm letting go Of the life I'd have lived if I knew then what I know I'm letting go I'm letting go I'm letting go Every night I sit and wait like something's gonna change I'll remember how to really smile The waves of time against my mind leave me deranged Can I make this worth the while? Your moves are fly but I'm a fly upon your wall Look in my eyes and make me real Teach me to dance when all the world's at the ball Give me something I can really feel I'm letting go Of the chances I had but was always gonna blow I'm letting go Of the beautiful people who never said hello I'm letting go Of the life I'd have lived if I knew then what I know I'm letting go Of the need to pretend that I'm living in a show I'm letting go Of the notion that I'd stay the same and never grow I'm letting go Of the great desperation to move against the flow I'm letting go Of the errors I knew at the moment they were made I'm letting go Of the times that I left when I really should have stayed I'm letting go Of the secret inside that I'm still afraid I'm letting go I'm letting go I'm letting go (I'm letting go) I'm letting go (I'm letting go) I'm letting go (I'm letting go) I'm letting go (I'm letting go) I'm letting go (I'm letting go) I'm letting go (I'm letting go) I'm letting go