Michael Christmas - Not For Me lyrics

I wake up early in the morning and eat dinner food Most likely microwavable 'cause I don't feel like makin' bigger moves I will go back to sleep, guilt-trippin' me I smoke and wait till the proper hour to sip [?] I read texts to get back to but don't get back to I do my hair natural, so I look like a a**hole It's hard for me to tweak, 'cause you don't give a f** They say, "you ugly, Michael Christmas" well, that's just my luck I'm gon' shut this whole sh** down and they gon' pay for damages I need the biggest plate around, I'm tired of eatin' sandwiches I know my life look bad, but that sh** look good to me And one of these bullsh** lives they livin' might be what you need But that's just not for me It's not for me, it's not for me That's just not for me It's not for me, it's not for me That's just not for me It's not for me, I'm honestly just trying not to die Of an anxiety attack, see in the club I be shy And at the bar, I spend my money like it come from the sky (f** it) And afterwards, my dick don't work and I wake up feelin' tired I'd rather hit the joint, you n***as missed the point of gettin' money Dippin', join the riches, when you n***as gettin' money? Let me learn you somethin', that's why I be bummin' 'Cause n***as love to smile and stick you in the neck for money Don't fall victim of b**h n***a syndrome Herman Man should get a HM as my emblem I'm gon' shut this whole sh** down They gon' pay for damages, then pay me for another round Want another sound? Get the f** out In my room, daydream of girls gettin' dug out Then I'm back to doin' me, talkin' both ways Two-day contract, n***a slept both days I'm gon' shut this whole sh** down and they gon' pay for damages I need the biggest plate around, I'm tired of eatin' sandwiches I know my life look bad, but that sh** look good to me And one of these bullsh** lives they livin' might be what you need But that's just not for me It's not for me, it's not for me That's just not for me It's not for me, it's not for me But that's just not for me All you n***as livin' online, man, it's not for me I spend more time in my bed than I spend anywhere else Don't let this rap sh** fool you, it's boring This my favorite part of everyday. Just makin' some sh** for y'all to lay in your own bed and listen to I'm gon' shut this whole sh** down and they gon' pay for damages I need the biggest plate around, I'm tired of eatin' sandwiches I know my life look bad, but that sh** look good to me And one of these bullsh** lives they livin' might be what you need But that's just not for me It's not for me, it's not for me That's just not for me It's not for me, it's not for me That's just not for me