Michael Carlson - Future With Out Me lyrics

I never really imagined me The me in the future, who I'd and where People ask me, but all i do is stop and stare Staring through them, it's like i cannot see I never thought of myself in the future Because all i ever wanted was to die And then now people ask me, so i start to try But i still can't see me....why? I want to be with her In the times yet to come But if I'll be there I'm not really sure It makes me feel so dumb Maybe i won't be around then Maybe I'll be long since gone But when i ask myself, when When might i leave, and forget all I've ever been