Michael Carlson - Emptiness lyrics

I wonder what its like to feel no sense, no feelings in your head Would it be like you're still alive, but you're already dead? I lay awake, lay in my bed These thoughts upon my mind Would it be like you're in a bind Where every things held back Or maybe you're held back And your mind is off the track Would it be easy, maybe it'd be hard Always wondering what happiness is, love and joy Maybe love will always avoid me, maybe it is just a ploy...