[ Mic Righteous ] I can see my life fading away Reality has ripped me in half and it plays with my brain To the point i can't sleep So I'm staying up late blazing an eighth Trying to put all of my pain on a page I'm sick of living this life Everyday is the same Looking for ways to escape from this dangerous place I'll say it straight to your face we need to wake up a change And make it today because tomorrow god could take you away [ It's that real, ] We're only getting closer to the ending I can't even look in gooners eyes I don't know what to tell him I ain't even called him we was all closer than bredrins Like brothers from other mothers, now we hardly have a friendship I couldn't leave the roads alone We only got arrested the rest of us grew apart And the phonies got deflected Nothing ever lasts and I know it's hard to accept it Yeah I miss the past but I know it's not the ending, check I see the same thing wherever I go Sick of living in little Britain where the weather is cold But the rents high, the pays low You get a loan to settle debts It's easier to be on benefits then just get on the dough You've been left alone, to get that extra dough So you hit the road, and start pedaling O's Little Mic got [ ??? missing lyrics ] I get the feeling that we're meant to be broke When it comes to making money man I'm mentally slow Can't pay the tenancy and spend their last tenner on crow They locked my brother behind bars and wasn't letting him go Can't do a f**ing youtube video Without them thinking I'm sniffing coke I'm different I know, I start itching my nose Going threw this militant mode whenever I flow [ Yo, ] Drugs have got ahold of me, it ain't letting me go Got me questioning myself whether I'm ready to blow It's the devil in my head that keeps telling me no Not knowing that seed of doubt would eventually grow If I fed it with my faith it would've embedded my skull The deeper the roots of the lie the less you start believing the truth It's like defeat is in your eye and you can't keep it From the people you hold close or the friends that you know [ x2 ] I used to think my destiny was set into stone Would you believe the rumours if they never left you alone So negative don't ever think that it's the end of the road Hopeless forgetting everything I've ever been told I close my eyes and picture heaven because hell is my home Stay true to myself never consider selling my soul Walk alone tread in treacherous roads been around the colds But It's terrible wherever I go derelict homes Poverty pushing people to the edge of control Kids are sick of their lives and the pressures at home My mother run away from me when I was 7 years old The other day she swallowed my pride and tried belling my phone But I'm sick of trying we need some kind of family support I don't even feel like we talk that's what family's for My dad says he don't know who I am anymore My best friends ain't fam anymore My own fam think I don't wanna rap anymore My girl left because she thinks I ain't the man anymore If god never had a plan then why'd he challenged me for Time to face my reality bring the man in my forth No more I ain't taking no more sh**, no more sh** If there was, no more me there would no more this If I ain't have a purpose, then what I write no more And tell the truth I don't wanna live a life no more Ya check I don't wanna live a life like this, I don't wanna live my life like this no more blood I don't wanna live my life like this, I don't wanna live my life like this no more blood I don't wanna live my life like this, I don't wanna live my life like this no more blood I don't wanna live my life like this, I don't wanna live my life like this I love the roadside, reminds me of my old life How my mandem were so hype But we moved on, got our own lives I remember being at my old house getting so high Filming freestyles on an old mobile phone vibe And putting em' online, it was show time Yeah that, whole vibe was so real Those lines I don't wanna live a life like this that was 05 And I don't still One, Dreamland 28th of October I can't say no more