Slap on your treacherous smile Get on with your endeavor master, it has been awhile I'm obsolete and lost Can#t live without my savior A mental autopsy granted by me and I Frantically scribbling Feathers, skin and blood Cut me open and take me away Pour my lifeblood in your chalice Then pour it into the mud But I'll laugh when it's time for you to pay Designer of my nightmares Destroyer of my truth Bookkeeper of human ransom A vessel of pain walking among us Armed to the teeth In wide awake fear of the voice that never sleeps Threading upon my sanity Planting seeds of hate in my brain Deny me my serenity Deny me my will to live