Mia Nikov - Loosing Myself lyrics

Wake up at one and go to bed at four I don’t really eat much anymore Surviving off of energy drinks and a sh*t ton of potato chips And I don’t know who I am anymore I haven’t showered in a week And I haven’t brushed my hair All I really do is watch TV I haven’t washed my face yet and my stench is hard to bear And I don’t know who I am anymore I’m loosing myself again I’m loosing myself I’ve fallen into a big black hole and I’m stuck And it’s hard it’s hard to get up All I do is mope around And all I do is cry Cry cry cry cry cry about everything They put too much pressure on me and I struggle to be perfect then they ask me why am I like this They tell me to look pretty And they tell me to stand tall But confidence isn’t always me They don’t really understand They don’t get it at all And I’m not who they want me to be I’m loosing myself again I’m loosing myself I’ve fallen into a big black whole and now I’m stuck I’m loosing myself again I’m loosing myself Falling into a big black hole And now I’m stuck And it’s hard it’s hard to get up