Metal Fingers - Stay Gold (Prod. Metal Fingers) lyrics

Look up to the sky, smile at the stars and the raindrops hit my eyes There's no clouds, i guess my life has got me hypnotized but no worries, i still control mine The tears in my gla** turned into wine Would you mind if i use these rhymes to take a deep dive in your mind? I mean i haven't been real since the last time i rewind I'm done with the negativity the only thing i despise is the writer's block that gets to me I'm heavily, mentally, readily, holding my serenity Music is my only therapy I got the recipe for this melody Used to have suicidal tendencies Used to wonder what was my actual identity, used to hit the bong to escape reality On a yellow brick road to reach my fantasy, i look back to see who accompanies But the only thing next to me is my insanity, it's clarity, i destroyed my own canopy A clear action of inhumanity I'm my own reason why i'm feeling lonely Overthinking is my worst enemy, people think i'm crazy cause i find silence heavenly I stay awake looking for a remedy, to try to keep myself at peace, to keep my mind at ease What do i need? What are my necessities? Will i ever get over my insecurities? I'm endlessly wondering, questions keep on pondering These worries are heavy but i'll show you that the sleep isn't necessary to achieve your dreams Stay gold