Merkules - Direction lyrics

[Intro: Merkules] Yeah yeah, yeah yeah, yeah yeah C Lance Lets go [Verse 1: Merkules] Every day it's like a whole new game But I get nervous every time I gotta go through change I'm 24 I gotta I go my way but it's hard now that everybody knows my name That's cool though I guess I keep it to myself But ain't nobody feel the type of feelings that I felt I put the fear into my health I'd rather roll one up Until that chain around my neck is looking cold as f** I might, punch you in the stomach till your shoulders touch Ya'll just think I'mg going crazy "Merk hold your tongue" Nah Those days are over drinking straight out of a ??? soda Thinking back when moma used to ???? base carola We drink corona by the bed just never staying sober Wake up in the am and I'm always on that same old corner Coming home high and we would try to keep the same composure The back alleys always ?? as a place for closure Who knows that's how it goes I guess I'll be 6 feet under water tryna hold my breath [Chorus: Merkules] I'm tryna pick my direction Sometimes you need a minute These demons keep creeping on my shoulders Take a hard look at your life and who's in it These demons keep creepin', demons keep creepin' I just see right through 'em I see the details I'm tryna pick my direction Bad luck can get you ?? that cut [Verse 2: Merkules] But you can be a loser and you wouldn't tell the difference Now everything you used to think mattered really didn't You ain't a baller you a product of the system But you biting for the bait when you should be the one fishing Get behind the wheel f** the pa**enger seat You got the steering and control and the gas at your feet Look, you hear the rumours and you let em all consume you As if it wasn't something you'd already gotten used to Boohoo put your big boy pants on And drink another bottle but that sh** won't last long You feel superhuman when you peel that cap off Every other morning is the same old sad song The pain and the regret won't let you take another step You claim you feel okay but in the face you look depressed I hope you hear this and you go get some help It's not for you I wrote this to myself [Chorus: Merkules] I'm tryna pick my direction Sometimes you need a minute These demons keep creeping on my shoulders Take a hard look at your life and who's in it Demons keep creepin', demons keep creepin' I just see right through 'em I see the details I'm tryna pick my direction Bad luck can get you ?? that cut