Meridene - Don't Try lyrics

I was out on the back porch in my mind just watching the sun pa** into night we pa**ed the bottle til we got warm and when we'd reach the bottom well we just got more Well I always thought you would be there keep me warm and safe from the midnight air and when I kissed her I could swear I felt you love me, was I unprepared? Cause there's times at night that I realize I hate her eyes oh I hate her thighs when she's with another every night who whispers it'll be alright So I turn right back to demon drink to wash my heart out to make me think Of something better than the blues of cuts and crystal of win and lose Cause the party scene is an evil thing it stole my heart yeah it stole my dreams and I wonder if she really has the right to whisper out don't try Cause it's not gonna be alright Cause it's not gonna be alright Cause it's not gonna be alright Cause it's not gonna be alright Cause it's not gonna be alright Cause it's not gonna be alright