Mercedes Rose - Shlishting (Chris) lyrics

Ive been sitting beside myself at the edge of the earth, trying to find a reason for why were still here and why were still fighting. And yesterday after the battles had ensued, I think to myself about all these families, and how theyre missing a member now, if its not them its me, I dont take pleasure in this no choice, no options, no remorse am I the martyr or the ghost? am I the martyr, am I the ghost? Taking these tainted miss lead lives, is what a man like me only knows how to do, forgive these hands, forgive these eyes, for the things theyve done and the things theyve seen and the things theyre about to do lets make it through this night lets makes everything right lets make it through this night lets make it out alive!