Memorex - My Only Friend lyrics

VERSE 1 - I remember the night when The Devil came down to me, He was gleaming white, glowing like an angel being, Believing in him was beginning to start meaning something, His golden chariots came racing with a fleet of demons. His elegance was bathed in glory. I told my story, Before I uttered words he hushed me 'cause he knew already, And steadily he raised me off the ground, fed me knowledge, More than a soul could ever learn rotting in fu*king college. He knew my tale, I asked how, said he's always with me, Receiving gifts of Satan managed to relieve misery, I was a kid still. Maybe just seventeen, My social phobia only just kicking in. Bullied at high-school, people in the street were worse, I hated everyone, I wished them death with torture first, I was nothing, kicked to the curb, like fu*king sh*t, But I was something now 'cause Satan came to change all of it. CHORUS - I feel not any joy. (For all those that wonder why), I's cursed since a little boy. (I hate people and wish they'd fu*king die), My soul it will never mend. (and for those who understand?), The Devil's my only friend. (I guess we'll always be damned). VERSE 2 - I was a freak, I was a heathen, a Devil's child, I felt defiled by all the bullies, hate and verbal bile, Mocked in the street because I paint my face like Dani Filth, And died my hair, wore contact lenses and transformed myself. F*ck 'em all, I didn't act the way like others did, And if I did, I'd dig a grave and throw myself into it. I was the reject. The kid that people kinda feared, Unyet was jeered at by the fu*kin' f*gs that called me weird. Yes, yes, my son. This I know. The voice of Satan knew my story and this pain would go. As I surrounded myself in The Devil's warming glow, He showed me something marvelous that only he could show. And if I sign it? I can say goodbye to to this. Goodbye to life, goodbye to people. And I wouldn't miss it. Goodbye to everything that makes a human what it is, And this is something I have wished for since I witnessed it. CHORUS - I feel not any joy. (For all those that wonder why), I's cursed since a little boy. (I hate people and wish they'd fu*king die), My soul it will never mend. (and for those who understand?), The Devil's my only friend. (I guess we'll always be damned). VERSE 3 - So now I'm cold to the touch. I knew the best was comin', Memorex was the next step from being nothing, To being something, something special, something better, My un-life is a love-letter to this vendetta, Against humanity and war against the Gods above, I loved once, I loved, but must love the darkness better, Before I ever met her, before I knew I would, I chose to live in the darkness where Satan said I should, Because The Devil is good, misunderstood, with amazing gifts. A glowing genie Grant's wishes that are limitless. Forsaken maybe, but he saved me from the burning sun, And took away my soul in return for none. Oh how I wonder what would be if life was better to me, Where would I be? With a wife? Kids and family? In a nice house? With a well paying job? I said f*ck that when I turned my back on God... CHORUS - I feel not any joy. (For all those that wonder why), I's cursed since a little boy. (I hate people and wish they'd fu*king die), My soul it will never mend. (and for those who understand?), The Devil's my only friend. (I guess we'll always be damned).