MellowVibez - Thinking In My Room lyrics

Man I'm 17 years old and I'm not too close to rich I feel like my soul been shot and thrown away up in a ditch Swear I did some much good but all I get is negative Empty feeling in my heart but I just don't know what it is It's so cold it feels bad got me walkin back and forth I'm alone no contact no emotion in my voice Moist dripping from my skin over the angry fire What do they want from me but this is what they desire I refuse to amuse and join the game I'm immune to the rules so I avoid command Its likely that I go home and write with emotion and meaning When I write I don't spill ink my blood through the pen is bleeding Regulate the conversation that is being said around me No relations with this patient got so many tryna down me Too fast too slow for flowing yes I never get it perfect No matter how hard I try I will always have someone swerving Music is my canvas and I lookin for comments Have no periods of time cause I hit em with commas No baby mama or drama Man life is so simple If you see me in public ask me where did the wind go I don't follow the crowd no I just do my own thing My mind is like a vigilantly when the pencil ready I kept it steady when the moves was heavy I'm independent with strength of superman while I remain in this rap cemetery I hope I reach my way to the continental mindset Will I find my rhymes in time to be refine Yet Yes Improve the failures that I collide Maybe the chances will recognize and stop pa**in by I'm Sittin Chillin Relaxing …… THINKING IN MY ROOM Off the phone with my girl …. THINKING IN MY ROOM Tired and a long day …. THINKING IN MY ROOM Just got done playin ball … THINKING IN MY ROOM Nothing really on t.v. ….. THINKING IN MY ROOM Lookin at old pictures …. THINKING IN MY ROOM Kicking back doin nothing … THINK IN MY ROOM Once in every single day … THINKING IN MY ROOM Once again I'm so tired Tired dreaming dreams Failing and failing after Why challenge to get achieve Why pain to just believe Why only simple succeed I took a dose of emotions and overdose on the needs My mind is heavily matter my thoughts creating the image Swirling around in something but nothing comes out the scrimmage Behold all of my neighbor in and see their music in labor The loner artist I favor and hope to pa** them later So consistent I must remain Be ahead of my game If great is what they target Then greater I must obtain I speak it loud and so clear If needed to hear it clearer Catch me talkin to the man Askin oh mirror mirror (awwww) From the bottom I am still beginning Wonder when will I meet up to the day im finally winning Persuade positive and results in a grander cost But so far the charts of my profit only show a lost My mine is too strong my peers could never enter Mixed up with these mixers this world is just one big blender And in the mist of the chaos I hope you just have a second To hear my rooming thoughts might even hear a message Liessss ………… Truth ……… It takes only little bit of positive commentary to keep me going To keep me flowing I know failure I know how to feel failure I don't know how to give up on something I want Something that is impossible to find but yet I hunt To some I could be the most defected And I might get rejected I'm driven off the space in my mine And through my eyes I see what my future could be Blind image or blurry image I see the frame around me What im thinkin is just a mind out of billions But this here is me just thinking Now you've stepped in my mind for around 3 or 4 mins in the booth You tell me liesssss or truth In the house all alone …… THINKING IN MY ROOM 17 with no job …. THINKING IN MY ROOM Ain't got no homework …. THINKING IN MY ROOM I ain't make no type of moves … THINKING IN MY ROOM I don't feel like getting up … THINK IN MY ROOM Fresh, clean out the shower ….. THINKING IN MY ROOM Nothing really for me to do …. THINKING IN MY ROOM Once in every single day … THINKING IN MY ROOM