Meddis - When I Rap Like This lyrics

I know when I rap like this You can't understand this Its like spanish But im a modest Work the hardest All i wanted was the respect that i earned But no all you haters can burn Who the f** care if you turn Its not my way i like to handle things But guess what I dont GIVE A fu*k The way you speak to me makes me sick Just spit You ain't fit fo it So why don't you just give up Puck up of f** up You stupid c*nt Im not gonna get ticked off While we jacken off And I go soft I demand you listen to my clan Cause im the man of this land As the guilt rises I find a gun on the floor co*k it Put it to scull And pop it Hearin my baby screamin NO Stop It As i fall on the floor doctors Started rushin to the door They lift me up But by the time i arrive its too late I was selfish Only caring for one person It was me Dont you see Dont be like me So before the put me in coffin And slam it All i was thinkin was damnit There was so much to live for But then I see a bright light Im in the after life I start to walk twords it But the gate is closen And disposen Sprayin us with hoes en I see A dark figure laughin at me He grabbed me ran as fast it could I stood among hades No ladies just the ugly Demons flying Laughing Some screaming I couldn't quite see who was under the hood I lift it up and ...it was me I wake upp with a gasp Face sweaty Matras meddy Walkin up to the bathroom so steady Pants ready Hands dripping I look in the mirror and I see me covered in my own sin That same day I realized that i was crazy And it it was time fo dat to sleep like a baby Hazey Maybe just a quickie But i said it was the last time No not even a dime I go up to take a hit I then get a flashback of me at my own funeral I drop the pipe i made a promise And im planned on keepen it