MdR - Speak First lyrics

Speak First Why do i sit by the phone Checking up on twitter every evening Blessings from my followers can be so deceiving Remembering all my verses really haunting sh** Instagram likes and mentions building up my confidence Getting booked for all these shows got me saying wow First thing they ask about the followers in my account Labels tell me that my tape I better make it count Talk about the money but there's none up in my bank account What ever happened to blog posts thats for the dope Now it cost money just to stand outside of Interscope Rap about money will always make your records sell Honesty and inspiration stories you should never tell Major keys to success are things I hardly tell Pa** em to my team and then I keep a couple to myself There is a secret to this game, and people wonder how Ain't no Harry potter so nobody in my Chamber now Eyes closed to the people tryna steer me wrong Team is always moving.. You should probably stay where you belong If you ain't with us then you seem to lose an urge of must Jump onboard the train or get left inside a path of dust Out the Mills… showing love to those that on the team Shouts to everybody really plans to chase a f**ing dream Never trippin got a plan then always stay committed Notice that the people who are doubting are in Reminisince Jealousy of what Im building got me feeling proud Kids that I grew up with only hit me just to bring me down They getting nervous when they see how real this really now Wonder how I'm making moves and always make it count Concrete bars so its always hard to bring me down Cracking jokes in the back of my detentions People focused on amount of likes rather amount of mentions But.. Im meaning mentions in society if you were getting mentioned theres a meaning in your life you see This is crazy dropping hot sh** nobody knows Still amazes me that Catfish is a f**ing show Your status on your Facebook says your the f**ing man People would rather touch a keyboard than shake a human hand I got a story reminiscence boutta crazy b**h When you getting famous girls will f** up your relationship Don't ever forget the moment you began to doubt Counting all your plays while listeners were sittin down In the back of all my cla**es writing verses down Praying for a moment to get noticed feeling hopeless now But.. Another tape for the real ones Fans who have been in attendance and of course the day ones I got connections with inspirations I dreamed to touch Texting instagram models that I could only dream to f** It never happens cause I'm loyal to my only girl Way back in the day she was the only focus in my world Now I'm lost with the distractions flowing like a boat Now I'm losing focus on the things that really matter most Im only human I correct another imperfection Focused on my funeral and the people who are in attendance Cheers to you if you could find the words but couldn't spell This was an intro to a song that I could never tell This my first year of taking this sh** serious People think I'm falling off I'm lost and so delirious Remember this verse in 3 years when Im in magazines Rocking some designer jeans and tearing up the f**ing scene MDR is everything that I have dreamed about I cut the fakeness so I can tell my story now Im 20 years tryna make it in this business Where big corporations place artists in front of critics Before they drop so when they hot, they know they hot or not Give me 20 minutes off the top ill make your heart just stop Damn… And I don't even need to write boy People use my verses for the things they need light for Old friends wonder where I'm really at now Girls got these pictures and they post me as their backgrounds A&R's wanna wait until this leak first This is the tape… I just felt the need to Speak First