MC Nina - So Long lyrics

[Verse 1: MC Nina] I was made to wait for you But I've been played through gates, it's true Yes, blades and shades elevate the greats And the shame is there to manage the late I must confess, it's no blessing, what I've been caressing All the stress, high maintenance and all of my gasping All the judges and the eyes on the streets as I'm pa**ing All the minds way behind on the train that's pa**ing All the shadows and the lights in the rain that pra**ing Against my window in the darkness while the world is still dancing And I can't cope with the whole pressure anymore And I wish it was something that I could just ignore I just wanna live my life beneath these sheets With my books and my teddy bears right beside me I don't wanna justify my every move And I don't wanna watch every move that I do [Bridge: MC Nina] It's just not fair. I'm living in a life of discontent because so many people just don't wanna understand just what's been going on in my thoughts. And they all just don't wanna argue as well. It goes so far that I am just breaking out into a monologue in my song. How cheesy is that? [Verse 2: MC Nina] Watch the TV, listen to the radio I don't wanna be these people, does this mean I gotta go Even the underground is just talking bullsh** Does this mean that I really gotta go through it? I wanna be, I just wanna think on my own, is this too much to ask for? I want to make you see, my words alone should be able to blast doors But I gotta use a man to say my words Because otherwise, surely, I won't be heard Take this in for a minute and I'm gone So long Nina