MC Jesus - Will I Ever Be A Dad Part II lyrics

As i had reflected on how it was to become a dad I noticed how my cell mate had gotten mad He told me he used to sell sh** and he had a kid Who had grown big during the ten years he had spent in jail ye He fell tears, he was eight years the day that he left off He told his boy: "Promise me son don't follow my footsteps or you'll end up dead and gone Protect your mum, you're in charge of this family" But he was a fan of me They lived poorly with just a can of beans No cable tv, no warm sheets when winter He became mad at me "Dad you selfish c*nt, you have left us to rot Mums in a bad spot, I've started smoking pot, I cut And you see dad I can't stop I got the lust for the big pots, Angel Dust and I've started Hara**ing cops It's a lot of fun, watching them trying to catch me when i run They say I'm a bum, but I'M still taking care of mum I've made big money of this drug business I got respect on the street, and I get to f** b**hes But still mum gets to wash dishes Compared to you I made a f**ing difference You remember that teacher and my cla** in primary school? They made a fool of me, all because of you Couldn't disagree, all the accusations about you was true Well she's dead now, our force was brutal I'm on some weird f**ing sh**, the f**ing society says I need a psychologist They keep saying I'll end as you, and that we'll meet in prison I keep on writing my bars and keep on dissing Pissing on society and hope one day it listens And allow me to peacefully do my business I'll keep running from my imprisonment With a prepared testament, a Glock, and a fishing net Filled with the heads of those who do me wrong So many sick individuals that we live among I'm thinning the numbers I f** a b**h and then i dump her I cut off their genitalias and throw them in the dumpsters Holy sh** this world is just a bunch of freaking monsters And it's all because of you All because of you I should never have been born, you know it's f**ing true So here's to tell you I stopped running But I'm not putting my fat a** in jail, no I'm not coming So bye dad this is the last hello I've arranged a meeting with an executioner I'm heading for the gallows" His soon took his own life a few days ago Will I Ever Be A Dad? Hell No