My back is to the wind for a reason So I can shield my eyes from the sand you're kicking in them I try to deny these pains I'm feeling in my soul Yea, you s**... the life out of me, leaving me cold But you can't break me down, No I won't let you win You have no idea of how much pain you caused that I'm in With every word you say you swing a hammer to my heart Unleash all you want but I will not, But I will not fall apart You destroy my happiness in a vice and a handle on which you lean You smile through your ugly words, but I know just what you mean I convince myself to laugh along with what you throw at-- You can try to crush me, you can try to shake me, but stronger is the only thing you've made me But you can't break me down, No I won't let you win You have no idea of how much pain you caused that I'm in With every word you say you swing a hammer to my heart Unleash all you want but I will not, But I will not fall apart I am not alright and I am not okay but all I have to do is wait for the day when that pretty little porcelain face of yours chips away If it's just my soul that you're looking to steal, just remember I've heard worse from so much better But you can't break me down, No I won't let you win You have no idea of how much pain you caused that I'm in With every word you say you swing a hammer to my heart Unleash all you want but I will not, But I will not fall apart You can try to crush me, you can try to shake me, but stronger is the only thing you've made me