Matthew Murnan - f**ed In The Head lyrics

Chorus 2x When I was young the preacher always said Watch out for that one he's f**ed in the head Throw him off a ledge he's better off dead Ignore what he says or evil will spread [Verse 1: Big Burn] On this day 20 years ago mamma had a baby with so much hope Little did she know he would have no soul Her heart left in pieces archipelago Reality distortion emotionally thwarted Resembling signs of Dexter Morgan Mom sheds tears with uncontrolled emotion Wishing she had a f**ing abortion Walks little funny with clothes kinda bummy Has zero money no chance with the honeys The weird kid that liked to magnify ants Social outcast at the back of the cla** Other kids and him are like oil and water Genetic freak that got beat by his father A pariah in every sense of the word A psychopath just ready to emerge Chorus 2x [Verse 2: Big Burn] Fast forward 10 years high school is here Till searching for approval from his peers But he just gets scowls in the lunch room Scenes strait out of a cliché cartoon Punked and bullied and scarred and sullied And now he's just anxious and worried That he can't make a human connection Looking in the mirror loathing his own reflection Parties on the weekend no invitation He's not privy to that social lubrication He just wallows in lamentation Another victim of extreme isolation His brain finally f**ing snapped Time to take out these entitled brats He'll embrace living in infamy A soon to be wiki entry Chorus 2x [Verse 3: Big Burn] It's time for the first order of business Gather materials make a hit list He just stole an AK from his uncle A crazy gun nut always on the bubble Wasted no time went to school the next day Opened the door started blasting away Pools of blood and really loud screams Even if ya live I'll haunt your f**ing dreams They kept on begging please please don't k** me I'm too young to die I'm not ready Faces stricken with petrifaction To him it's just addition by subtraction Fifty victims later the cops finally cuffed him But the damage was already done and Here comes media glorification Till the next psycho comes to replace him Chorus 2x [Verse 4: Big Burn] Talking heads debate back and forth Nature or nurture what'd he do this for? The victim's families could give a f** less All they know is their faith's been put to the test No amount of rosaries will ever bring em back They swallow their sorrows in a flask of jack Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind Amnesia is what they wish they could find Alas that's only found in fiction Real life is full of pain and affliction Time to start the 5 stages of grief First denial, how could this happen to me? God works in mysterious ways Is the sh** they've been hearing for days f** your platitudes save your preaching People just die there's no greater meaning Chorus 2x