Matthew Koma - Dear Ana lyrics

I can't keep faking it I smile real wide with a mouth of diamonds But the shine is counterfeit When we're dressed in white, we're in Halloween outfits Obsessed with protecting you Your trigger's worth dreaming, a price possession I spend hours perfecting you ‘Til you're bigger than me on my knee's reflection, praying Dear Ana, I can't live without you But it's k**ing me to keep you alive And dear Ana, I'm afraid to out you I know your secrets and you know mine And you have carried me away For too long You have carried me away Now I'm gone Now I'm gone I know I keep saying it That tomorrow's last time, we'll be last and final And I keep engraving it When I climb the pearl gates, I recite your Bible Obsessed with believing you You're a sweet 16, blowing out my candles And I'm tired of needing you Going dizzy with dreams that evolve and cancel Dear Ana, I can't live without you But it's k**ing me to keep you alive And dear Ana, I'm afraid to out you I know your secrets and you know mine And you have carried me away For too long You have carried me away Now I'm gone Now I'm gone You're my best friend, you're my weakness You're my angel, yoou're my demons You're my virgin in a black dress I'm on my knees again for you Dear Ana, I can't live without you But it's k**ing me to keep you alive And dear Ana, I'm afraid to out you I know your secrets and you know mine And you have carried me away For too long You have carried me away Now I'm gone Dear Ana, now I'm gone Dear Ana Dear Ana Dear Ana, I can't live without you Dear Ana Dear Ana Dear Ana, I can't live without you