Matt Nathanson - Disappear lyrics

3 AM I scream your name Oh oh I don't sleep I don't change There's no magic left No card up my sleeve Forever's gone And I watched it leave Maybe I'll get drunk enough to call you Admit the thing I'm finally seeing clear I can make good turn amazing And disappear oh Disappear oh Life on stage A crowd convinced But what I saw in half can't be fixed For my greatest trick The one everyone cheers You're deep in love And I'm not even here Maybe I'll get drunk enough to call you Admit the thing I'm finally seeing clear I can make good turn amazing And disappear oh Disappear oh Oh oh oh oh I just wanna for once feel love I just wanna for once feel love I just wanna be done with lonely Maybe I'll get drunk enough to call you Admit the thing I'm finally seeing clear I can make good turn amazing And disappear oh Disappear oh