Matt Allison - The First Eviction Notice lyrics

A temple corroded, eviction pending Embrace me, cold night, gray sky, streetlight Miracle dissension, attention fading Breathless, I'm a mess, kissless, I'm in distress I'm barely breathing This crowning anguish, locked up nervous reflex I've got to build up from the inside A relapse, reflection, distorted repression Smiling spitefully, longing for you to sew up my seams I'm barely breathing I've abandoned old identities Skin I couldn't fit into, songs I couldn't write My voice will fade into this starless night I cannot get much blinder I cannot kick myself much harder Have I accepted this to torture myself? You can't see me, have I invented you? I'm barely breathing You're so easy to believe in And it's so depressing That I'm always second guessing myself