Pa**ive-aggressive, confessing, repressive Structurally uncertain, transparent, transgressive I've stumbled into something and i don't know what it is All I-beams, bolts and plaster, corners painted in piss Mistakes are the brakes that I'm cutting on me Fast down the hill, impossibly free Faster and faster, I'm burning the gears My tears are streaming back into my ears My enemies I knew too well They bickered amongst themselves I have a rule I love to break It ends in tears, cursing and shakes I'm a clown and I'm choking on blood, teeth and tongue f** the spectators, f** the "he was so young" f** forced sympathy through lifeless gla** eyes Povichian voyeurs drinking my cries f**-faced trilobites waiting to die I can't stand the humor, and i can't stand the lies