i'm standing up real tall, and i'm trying not to trip and fall. cause i'm holding your heart in my hands i'm holding your heart in my hands. and your standing in the hall, in your underwear and bra. and i'm holding your words in my head, i'm holding your words in my head. and your crying down a storm. you're so cute when your eyes are sore but your holding a grudge from before. i don't know what to do with you and i don't know you. i don't know what to say to you, you're giving me a heart attack. i don't know what i want, but i don't want you back. so i finally went to church to ask god to fix the hurt, but my clean slate's been covered in dirt. my clean slate's been covered in dirt. and now i'm at a pay phone i tried your cell and i tried the home. i decided to leave you alone i decided to leave you alone. and i watched my dreams go by, and i wonder if it's worth the try. cause i fall off every tree that i climb, i fall off every tree that i climb. i wanna die i wanna die i wanna die in my sleep, so your the last thing i see. i want to toss, and i want to turn. i wanna throw my blankets on the ground, next to the pictures i burned. and i don't know what to do with you and i don't know you and i don't know what to say to you you're giving me a heart attack. i don't know what i want but i don't want you back. i dont know what i want but i don't want you back.