Mask of Sanity - Field of Chaos lyrics

(Verse 1: R-SuN TR8) When I sleep my thoughts are crammed with visions of the rotting dead This field of chaos in my mind has f**ed up my head I'm oh so average on the outside with the looks, i'm clean shaven Thoughts of murder and dismemberment, my mind's my only haven Visions of beating my brother unconscious, eating out his entrails While I smile and talk to him, it seems this chaos never fails I can't shake the thoughts of disgusting murder victims This voice in the back of my head is the first of my symptoms It's a field of chaos, my brain won't let me rest Thoughts screamin' about d**h, my life a f**in' mess Don't test a person who's grip is slippin' away from sane Constantly contemplating on how i should inflict this pain From my brain to my hand, from my hand to my knife, from my knife to your chest and I drain Out your life, it's nothing but chaos and no one knows it but me Because I hide it so well behind my mask of sanity (Chorus) X2 It's in my head to feel the chaos dreamt up thoughts k** 'em watch 'em rot drop the body don't get caught Visions of murder invade my dreams while I sleep It's this field of chaos that turned me into a creep (Verse 2: Kursed) Intensly psychotic, the voices chant inside my head The devil's inside of me and he wants to see you dead Carried by evil demons, i'm encouraged to k** It's like that they're here 'cuz they know that I will My mind is clouded with thoughts of d**h and pain It's been that way for years, I always knew i'd be insane But I did not know, that it would be like this The devil runs the show and i'm just the accomplace My mind is a field of chaos full of crazy thoughts Under my floor boards, another body rots It's a good thing that these walls could not talk If they spoke of what they seen then I would be caught But i'm free to k** again if I obey the voice within Evil under my skin, i indulge myself in sin I cannot win over the evil in my mind All I can do is wear my mask and pretend that i'm fine (Chorus) X2 It's in my head to feel the chaos dreamt up thoughts k** 'em watch 'em rot drop the body don't get caught Visions of murder invade my dreams while I sleep It's this field of chaos that turned me into a creep