Masego - Cold Rain lyrics

[Produced by Sinh & Masego] [Intro] Yeah yeah yeah And if in the long run we lose each other I hope you sleep good up under covers And I'm hoping that I find another Or myself.. [Verse] Yeah I hope I find myself My nightmares having nightmares, I'm coughing up blood Crying memories I never had, begins with a touch A hit of the blunt, that takes me high enough that it's love But I can't judge either cause I've never had neither I think I need a breather but I'm going deeper drownin' in this liter I think I need to leave her ‘cause the pain is sweeter if it's Only enjoyed in lonesome, you could call this sh** a poem or a soliloquy If given the ability I'd probably heal My broken body with a 12 gauge shotty But I've awoken to my senses and officially I haven't felt felicity Or any other similes, just a numbing ecstasy, wait Blissfully I found my enemy, the man in the mirror Five of him appearing, it's my destiny and endlessly I battle through the jealousy and utter confusion Wonder if life's an illusion, am I just another entity? It's all really depressing me, what if the conclusion Doesn't match my identity, it might be more gruesome Who I am I trying to start a f**ing revolution? Nobody I'm just another human trying to outrun time with these lines that rhyme I wouldn't be the first to have a thought that divine To have a little light shine on my flawed state of mind Try to find answers as this chill haunts and shivers up my spine And I'm thinking back to your smile; well really it's two ‘Cause I can't choose between a brunette or a black headed boo Really it's not my decision, you're both better off without me Your vision doesn't include me and I'm a little bit drowsy But not an ounce tired, in addition I'm conflicted I feel so restricted and this is all unscripted As I'm writing these scriptures I guess una**isted, God? No one's there anyway cause we could all die any day The bullets don't have names but yet they're always on layaway Sometimes they ricochet, sometimes they're on full display Other times I just want some novacane for the pain [Outro] For the pain, for the pain From this cold, cold rain From this cold, cold rain Where the flowers don't bloom And the sun don't shine And I never find you From this cold, cold rain Where the flowers don't bloom And my eyes don't shine From this cold, cold rain