Mascots - Altruistic lyrics

It's my own selfish tendencies that keep me up at night It's in the back of my mind I'm over wasting time Take a snapshot of me two years past The poster boy for sh** that will never last I'll spend everyday hoping for change I'll keep running away, running away from all the love that's thrown to me If I should stay I'll die this way Would you like me anyway? Altruistic, you put me up to this inconsistence I brought this on myself Maybe these prayers are wasted breath Maybe you're never coming back Maybe these prayers are wasted breath Maybe you're never coming back Honestly this has got to be the worst intentions that were meant for me I gave you everything I gave you everything I'm a fallen tree that will rot away eventually Honestly