Mary Timony - I Fire Myself lyrics

I fire myself ten times a day I throw myself in a watery grave With fourteen horses on top of my head I hear the voice again and again I walk through the everlasting pit By the mountain of fire and the fountain of spit The pilgrims beside me just talk talk talk I am the goblin and the mangled hawk A demon lured me to his bed Where I fell into a poison sleep I dreamed of a river of ants inside me And they were sad and started to bleed In the dawn the demon spoke In the saddest voice, in the saddest voice He said, "Can you see love through a telescope?" The end of fear, and the beginning of hope