Mary Magdalan - Cigarette Burns lyrics

I've got cigarette burns on my skin and i dont even smoke as im choking on this kush and im ready to be pushed over the edge i need a second to release this mental pressure all my life i was neglected now addiction has me feeling dead and its to heavy blacked out in my best friends chevy el-dorado sitting on top of cinderblocks chopping rocks on the back of skateboard decks wheres the meth creeping d**h heart attack wheres the mutha f**in jack I need a breath i need a sip i need a puff i need a hit needy little pity girl self destructive f**ing b**h Sicka than some sickle cell or syphilis or gonorrhea lick tequila off of mirrors waiting on my f**ing dealer i need my sh** on spec cause im broken than a rubber check rubber necking yellow lines down mulholland morning time push it to the borderline im borderline obsessed and i still have some sh** to get off of my f**ing chest Im haunted by the repercussions i can feel the reaper rushing puffing on some reefer with my hands around the bottle clutching shivering im blown to bits what the f** just one more hit close my eyes to paradise im paralyzed im over it im out of it and showering and flying on the ground and i aint never coming down unless its downers in my jack and coke mixed up with some smack and coke like a john belushi joke d.o.a at the chatau I need a breath i need a sip i need a puff i need a hit needy little pity girl self obsessive f**ing b**h Waiting on my dealer has me in psychotic fits counting seconds like there minutes its been hours since i had a hit i need my sh** on spec cause im broken than a rubber check rubber necking yellow lines down muholland morning time push it to the borderline im borderline obsessed and i still have some sh** to get off of my f**ing chest