Mary J. Blige - No Happy Holidays lyrics

I can't believe After all this time I'm in love with a man Who can never be mine And just to think I believe one day you'd really leave Like you said you would Cause you don't love her But your little girl really needs you, oh 1 - christmas you weren't with me New year's eve you were not around Valentine's came and went Makes me wonder where your time was spent Fireworks on the fourth of july Thanksgiving was another lie Your family has never met me And you've never met mine, no happy holiday I have to let go of this feeling Being with you deprives me of a true love I can't go on living this life Without being number one This is finally goodbye I pray to god you live a happy life Cause loving you just isn't right Make her your wife Repeat 1 I wish i had known The situation from the start Now it's complicated Because i gave you my heart Honestly i held on I held on for dear life For my ego, my pride But what goes around, come around But maybe next time i'll be on the other side Hmm, oh, yeah, oh Last time little didi, di You're gone do, do, do, dum Do do, do, do, do ooh, hey oh Repeat 1