Marvin Thomas - Furthest Thing lyrics

[Produced by Noah "40" Shebib and Hagler/Co-Produced by Jake One] [Verse 1] Somewhere between psychotic and iconic Somewhere between I want it and I got it Somewhere between I'm sober and I'm lifted Somewhere between a mistress and commitment But I stay down, girl I always stay down, get down, never lay down Promise to break everybody off before I break down Everyone just wait now, so much on my plate now People I believed in they don't even show they face now What they got to say now? Nothin' they can say now Nothin' really changed but still they look at me a way now What more can I say now? What more can I say now? You might feel like nothin' was the same [Hook] I still been drinkin' on the low, mobbin' on the low f**in' on the low, smokin' on the low I still been plottin' on the low, schemin' on the low The furthest thing from perfect like everyone I know I just been drinkin' on the low, mobbin' on the low f**in' on the low, smokin' on the low I just been plottin' on the low, schemin' on the low The furthest thing from perfect like everyone I know [Verse 2] And I hate that you don't think I belong to ya Just too busy runnin' sh** to run home to ya You know that paper my pa**ion Bittersweet celebrations, I know I can't change what happened I can't help it, I can't help it, I was young and I was selfish I made every woman feel like she was mine and no one else's And now you hate me, stop pretendin', stop that frontin', I can't take it Girl don't treat me like a stranger, girl you know I seen you naked Girl you know that I remember, don't be a pretender Gettin' high at the condo, that's when it all comes together You know I stay reminiscing and make-up s** is tradition But you been missin' girl and you might feel like nothin' was the same [Hook] I still been drinkin' on the low, mobbin' on the low f**in' on the low, smokin' on the low I still been plottin' on the low, schemin' on the low The furthest thing from perfect like everyone I know I just been drinkin' on the low, mobbin' on the low f**in' on the low, smokin' on the low I just been plottin' on the low, schemin' on the low The furthest thing from perfect like everyone I know [Bridge] Drinkin', smokin', f**in', plottin' Schemin', plottin', schemin', gettin' money Drinkin', f**in', smokin', plottin' Schemin', plottin', schemin', gettin' money [Verse 3] This the life for me My momma told me this was right for me I got 'em worried, like make sure you save a slice for me I should have Spoons serve you up with a fork and knife for me Your actions make us doubt you Your lack of effort got me rappin' different This the sh** I wanna go out to Play this sh** at my funeral if they catch me slippin' Naked women swimmin', that's just how I'm livin' Donate a million to some children, that's just how I'm feelin' A n***a fillin' up arenas, who the f** could see us? I had to Derrick Rose the knee up before I got the re-up Yours truly, the boy I just build and build more, y'all n***as build to destroy Y'all n***as party too much, man, I just chill and record No filler, you feel it now if you ain't feel it before [Outro] Yes, Lord, this the sh** I wanna go out to Yeah yeah, this the sh** I wanna go out to