Marina And The Diamonds - I'm a Ruin lyrics

I know that I can't have it all But without you I am afraid I'll fall I know I'm playing with your heart And I could treat you better but I'm not that smart When it comes to love, you're an easy fight A flower in a gun, a bird in flight It isn't fair and it isn't right To lead you on like it's all alright I played with your heart And I could treat you better but I'm not that smart You still mean everything to me, to me But I wanna be free I'll ruin, yeah I'll ruin you (I'll ruin) I've been doing things I shouldn't do (Things I shouldn't do) Yeah-yeah, uh huh, ooh, yeah Yeah-yeah, uh huh, ooh, yeah It's difficult to move on When nothing was right and nothing's wrong You still can't look me in the eye 'Cause you've been bitten once and now you're twice as shy I've had my share of beautiful men But I'm still young and I want to love again It's difficult to say goodbye And easier to live a lover's lie And I've tried to say Babe, I'm gonna ruin you if you let me stay You still mean everything to me, to me But I wanna be free I'll ruin, yeah I'll ruin you (I'll ruin) I've been doing things I shouldn't do (Things I shouldn't do) Yeah-yeah, uh huh, ooh, yeah Yeah-yeah, uh huh, ooh, yeah It doesn't feel right and it doesn't feel fair When I'm planning to move on and you're still standing there Don't wanna keep a secret But I don't know how to keep it fair, yeah I'll ruin, yeah I'll ruin you (I'll ruin) I've been doing things I shouldn't do (Things I shouldn't do) But I don't wanna say goodbye (Goodbye) But baby, I don't wanna lie, to lie, to lie to you I'm a ruin Yeah-yeah, uh huh, ooh, yeah Yeah-yeah, uh huh, ooh, yeah Yeah-yeah, uh huh...