Mariana's Trench - Alive Again lyrics

I felt it turn to come and go Don't worry, no one ever knows I don't know why it just won't die It breaks me in to stay alive I know it hurt a lot like you C'mon I know that you felt it too It hurts the same and that's okay I never liked him anyway, I know It seems so long since I've been gone I got so used to just hanging on I feel so wrong, I don't belong I got so used to just hanging on I'm used to starving out instead It's easier than faking it, sometimes it hurts But that's no worse than all those times I guess it works, I know they walked away With a piece of me The more I bruise from laying low I walk around like I'm alive again But I know it's just not the same Shut up I'm sorry, I broke it all I don't know why it just won't die And I'm fading