Marcus Velazquez - In and After lyrics

After we knocked knees It knocked me off kilter like I'm knock kneed Stop my heart like it felt like an ellipsis Thank god for photographic memory Give my brain a strip tease Shake me like strobes meet epileptics Kind of unguarded and unapologetic Lose something to gain something else Talking to my brother the other night About how some girls are surprised If there's no title yet you still treat them right Like I'm supposed to be a douche Because I just bagged Nah, see this street runs both ways Once I was strung along for a few days Shot a message to see if everything was okay Then got shot down, man that all stung This is one of those times where I can only be so guarded At times I afraid to be open, these situations push me Learning that showing emotions won't ever mean I'm a p**y I know a women's worth is way more than her p**y Treat me well and I'll reciprocate No one wants to be treated like an item Regardless of gender This isn't me on some white knight stuff I'm just being honest