Marcus Orelias - Book Vii lyrics

(Hook: Marcus Orelias & Antlionnn) The only thing holding down my soul is my soles (soles) The only thing holding down my(x4) (Verse 1: Marcus Orelias) Digging deep for my happiness Visualizing what it means Thinking to myself Why do bad things happen to me? Fear only goes as far as belief Started feeling the weight at eleven This is book seven Disobedient kids, take a few of these You see; sadness isnt free Going broke tryna ball hard So I dont get cut like 3rd string Will I be remembered? Youd be surprised When feeling ahead of your time, aint easy Knowings a blessing, relaying it is the curse The truth hurts and no one cares I need outcome in my jeans like punnett squares Mama swears Ive been here before, revisited I understand being misunderstood, you different So resist, become relentlessI did