Manuel Dinis Junior - Deep Depression Pt. I lyrics

Look! I've been trough a lotta stuff but i ain't never quit'd I mind own business, spit some hot things I put it all on work, what you guys dream My past full of sins, I hope the Lord forgives And I've fall so much, but this is how you learn it I dropped a pot of tears, i hope i don't repeat it! Yeah, boy know the life is Tricky Man! stay on yo lane or its getting Pitty And when it comes to be real, yall n***as fake as it seams Say you don't care about them commas, but if i drop you would get I'm posted all on my corner, tryna get how i live R.I.P to my Mom , I'm working hard, hope they sees ? I'm 21 act fool, don't i even care what they tougth S'long as i'm happy my dude, i share the meal with the bros I throw some piece to my boys, we all came up from the dust And if u hurt one of us, we f**ing scratching yo soul Look! Man i'm not used to the rules Don't even chill, im so rude Man I've been cool just like you But life changed a fool Don't usually smoke, just drink juice I used to Lie to sound cool I'm keepin real with you fools! That sh** was rappin ain't true Yall Kids is talking the most You claim I'm weak, but you worst Ain't Tryna Front, I'm Like GHOST! I'm on some Earl Sweat sh**, i don't like sh**, i don't do! You on some paparazzi sh**, i post sh** then you shoot Clean spirit, lost hope, as im playing with knifes I check my pulse, im finna cut it, whats see the meanin of Life They say that Love is Really Real, but i ain't gettin the vibe I Lost my mom with 9 months, guess i've been Lost since she died Im Lookin high to the sky, hope she look down to my brother Hard a**, flying ducker, Granny raised a Thugger Use to skipp the f**in school, i just wanted to Ball You piss me off, i go rude, str8 on Jaw till you fall! Jiggy n***a, got the sauce But don't you mix me, i go OFF Don't like no fakes, i ride alone You ducking hate, i know im on Show me some love, im in the zone Im heading home, this time im gone Im off the sh**s, i cutted off I grew so pissed, Just needed Love Damn ! But i always knew the game! Didn't always kept it real, everything i knew was hate But it ain't never so late, to start your sh** again Learn from yo mistakes, and keep yo head str8 And I! Could sacrifice anything, for some benefits I'm tired of trying n***a, money is what we f**ing seek She like it savage, turn her back and let a n***a hit! Now shut the f** up! show some love and we can take a pic, Trick! The preconception ain't never been my type! You the type to hurt yourself because of pride! Psych, play yo role, shut the chuck up! Cause You won't never be this bright! n***a!