Life's been a very bumpy road, traveling alone People around me were just faces I don't have any place to go, nowhere to run or hide But my closet, now I've lost it Crying in the dark since only it will embrace me I'm crazy, you can see don't need a PhD If you had one I'd probably ask for more pills All these doctors quacks, mom is trying to pay the Bills Like Drake, topping all the charts with his ballads I was calling for help,turning wild like a mallard Wish everything was like water off a duck's back But my brother was crying, we didn't have enough Snacks Didn't have enough racks to pay for food My mom turned to WIC and she turned to a wicca Day by day my momma was getting rude Yelling and blaming me for everything, I was sick of It Hook: Long-haired freak, that's what they know me as Moving all the time, family of nomads I'm never OK but no supposed homies ask I wonder just how I made God so mad Verse 2: 7th grade Justin was busting his a**, but all for Nothing since he failed his cla**es Images of everyone shattered like gla**, life Hurt like lashes and moved like mola**es Eyes for one girl since grade two Love or obsession, the emotions still ate, chewed my Lobe up like gum want to blow my brain like a bubble But I don't just because the clean up will be too Much trouble Still considerate, truly just an idiot Friends talking sh**, either that or hitting him Come home to a screaming infant Peace and quiet was so distant Half-brother's s**m donor never around Mom groaning about work so I'm an adult now Mind catapulted to the spider's sweet web The nebulous internet helps to bring zen