Manga Saint Hilare - 5.34 AM lyrics

[Female singer intro] It's 5 o' clock, I'm just getting home Roaming on my own What can I tell her that she might understand? [Manga vocals] My body's tired but my thoughts won't rest Got my eyes closed wide awake in my bed A lot of heavy thoughts, I feel the stress on my neck Slower heartbeat with some pains in my chest Thinking of the same thought over and over and over and over and over again All of the words that we left unsaid All your body language and what it really meant I'm up to my neck in a pool of regrets And now I'm re-reading every message sent Yeah, looking for clues, trying to make sense of the mess I had my heart on my sleeve, but now I've got a vest Act like I don't care, just so it hurts less But I'm really effed, like I failed a test All of the answers to my questions disappeared when you went So I'm trying to write to figure out what's left But if you look at me I swear you'll never know Keep a smile on your face when you see me at the shows I keep it to myself cos all my problems are my own Talking about them is just getting old I really thought this wouldn't happen But I guess the more we learn the less we know Nothing feels the same, still trying to carry on my day But every time I blink I see your face Every time I'm picking up the phone I still feel to type in your name Yeah, lying down in the dark, thinking it ain't fair And I'm not sure where you are but wherever you are I hope that you know I care