Maliq Faber - Off My Chest (Pt2) lyrics

[Speech: Will Smith] Don't ever let somebody tell you You can't do something Not even me All right? You got a dream? You gotta protect it People can't do something themselves, they want to tell you you can't do it You want something? Go get it! Period! [Verse 1: Maliq Faber] I been dreaming of a life where I don't have to cry I been dreaming of a life where we don't have to die I been dreaming of a life where in the afterlife I'll look into my mothers eyes and tell her she don't have to lie But what if I had made it to support her She wouldn't have to love a man who scared her son and daughter She wouldn't have to hide her tears and blame it on the water She wouldn't have forgotten us my voice felt so distorted I started slanging dope turned that sh** into some coke I would have a little sniff just so I could f**ing cope From the things I seen at home why the f** we feel alone Why the f** I always find myself staring at a rope This the realist sh** I ever wrote mumma why you let me go Why choose a man over me mumma let me know Don't you dare stop this mumma go and let me flow Does it hurt when I say your name mumma let me show You the pain that I gained when I lost a mother aye God gave me another one I've never felt so f**ing great She don't make me feel the way that you said that mother does I hope this hurts deep but she the only one with mothers love Mother's Day just pa**ed and I just gave her a card She didn't make me feel like sh** cause I can't buy her a car She didn't make me feel like sh** cause I can't fly to her mars She didn't make me feel like sh** now I'm spitting these bars Tell me why it feels like god ain't there And if he there why the f** does he got me here And why the f** do I sin let me make it clear I been praying for your help for nearly 13 years [Hook: Maliq Faber] I been dreaming of a life where I don't have to cry I been dreaming of a life where we don't have to die I been dreaming of a life where in the afterlife I'll look into my mothers eyes and tell her she don't have to lie I been dreaming of a life where I don't have to cry I been dreaming of a life where we don't have to die I been dreaming of a life where in the afterlife I'll look into my mothers eyes and tell her she don't have to lie [Verse 2: Maliq Faber] Lately all I write about is you So if I really didn't care then how the f** can that be true? How the f** you keep on stopping me from dreams that I pursue Every time I start to win mum I feel like I'm gon' lose And I feel like it's on you yeah I'll blame you till my d**h Cause you taught me how to hate and that hate will get respect Never taught me how to love never taught me what comes next Only taught me to give up and just settle for the less And I hate you, the same way that you hated your mum You say you mad cause she abandoned you when you were young? Ironic cause you did the same sh** to your sons And now expect us to forgive you and forget what was done Forget what's done when you drunk, you left us home for the clubs And alcohol looked so fun so I was turning to d** Started hanging out with people 18 and above And we were hanging out with girls but you done scared me of love I'll never love you again, I'll never be just your friend I hope you think about my face when you kissing his hand I hope you think about my age when you call him a man I hope you think about the days I was your number 1 fan But.. I just needed that up off my chest I would go and forgive you if you had any regrets I would go and forgive him if he had any respect But from now on you a stranger nothing more nothing less Yes...